31 July 2006
All the tests coming!!!!!!!
OMG OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!
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Gotta study for REMT after blogging. * I seriously hope I do.* haha.
Anyway, lessons were fine and alright today. Did side reading for KEYS. For ET, hmmm, did Maj and min 6th, and I ended up with sorethroat.
Let me make my resolution for this week then.
1. Practise keyboard; all the different scales and apegio, as well as my beautiful core piece.
2. Practise ET everyday; chromatic scale!!
3. Practise my beloved pipa. =D
4. Find resources for my 'business'. =)
5. Woo. Do the above.
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ahhh. Am i too ambitious? HOOOOTHOOT. =x
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Ya la, my entries become shorter. Bear with it. Im busy; with tests and assignments.
Left`alone
7/31/2006 08:11:00 PM™
30 July 2006
Wow, I love this Sunday.
Never had such kind of Sunday for a long long time.
At least I din't waste my Sunday. =D
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Was late for meeting this morning; 30mins. Haha.
SO sorry!
Anyway, there's me, KaiBoon, HaoSong, Jiajia and Richard.
Journey there was freaking long I tell you. From Tampines to Bukit Gombak, further than Dover!
So we went there to do some planning.
Fine, shall not emphasize on the details. Im too tired to blog la.
Watched a movie with the guys too. The lead actress is beautiful. =)
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REMT test coming up on Tuesday, then is Maths on Wednesday!
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Im glad that we're friends still.
Im really glad. =)
I miss you as a friend. Really, nothing much.
Left`alone
7/30/2006 10:40:00 PM™
29 July 2006
Let me do a quick update on yesterday.
DMAT went to play soccer in the morning before lecture starts, I din't go though. Heard that the score was 7 to 1. Mandric's team won.
That's nothing much. Haha. The most funny and weird thing was that everyone went a lil crazy after that.
Mandric started to be hyper active. Yo-ing here and there, WazzUp everywhere, and talk like "We is thes bests." Duh, 'S'es everywhere. And he became comical.
Can asked you a question but answered it himself, with this funny action.
HAHAHA. Funny la.
Rain was a lil hyper too. She admit it. Haha.
Anyway, someone broke the F-key of the piano in the studio, and Tim was extremely fumed about it. Can see that he was really angry; cuz he started to talk about bad attitudes and bad services, bad stuff, bad bad behaviour and all other bad stuff.
See, everyone wasn't right yesterday.
But Im fine.
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Today's the 29th July. Exactly 2 years if we din't broke up.
I sent him a sms this morning, but up till now, he din't reply me.
Either he changed his number, or he doesn't want to reply me at all.
I wonder, which is the answer. But I just convince myself that he changed his number. If it is the other answer, awh, too hurting to be true.
Well, I really missed him badly.
But there's nothing else i can do..
Left`alone
7/29/2006 07:37:00 PM™
27 July 2006
Any idea why I love English??
It is all because English is a wonderful and beautiful language!
Look at this word --> hullabaloo.
What is the first opinion that comes into your mind? Haha. "Must be some crappy word this girl here comes up with" right?
Something like bibabooo or hiheehaahooo?
Nah! It is a real word! Go check the dictionary if you don't believe.
The meaning of 'hullabaloo' is a confused noise; uproar; tumult.
I mean it! No joke!
I was laughing like hell when I saw this word; looo? LOOO! hahha.
See~ English can be humorous too.
Cute right?
Left`alone
7/27/2006 09:58:00 AM™
26 July 2006
Life is hectic recently, too much for me to handle and to the extent that I started to resist and rebel.
Everything is getting on my nerves! Argh, and I hate it.
I ain't concentrating on school work and studies, I am just doing stuff that is totally unrelated to school; so I can breathe oxygen once more.
Seriously, I don't understand why.
Why? My work always go to the trash bin despite putting in effort? And why, they can manage to convince themselves that I would accept it. Like what the fuck? After the first time, Yea, I washed my hands off the matter. Cuz I see no point in doing the work anymore. But recently, when I offered to help out and take the task, the same thing happened again. They enjoy doing so much, but still complained that it's too much.
Lesson learnt; Your effort?? It doesn't matter at all~. Fuck.
Im like always in the wrong huh? God.
You say that I always change my decision regarding place of meeting and such in the last minute. But all the changing of decisions ain't that significant. You think that I can be in school having lunch with others, I believe that you can too. Am I not wrong? You expect me to be there, but where are you when I expect you to be here?
You know my situation, don't you?
Lesson learnt; You're insignificant at all.
Freak.. I started skipping lessons again, at least I get away from all the bullshit for a while.
Half-way through lesson today, I shut off totally and did my own stuff on the mac instead, despite knowing that i still have a lot to do.
Skipping lessons ain't good, and it is not as if I have something important to attend to.
But what I want is to get away from all the craziness; before I get crazy.
Someone, be my motivation? Or rather, give me some motivation.
I feel so dead and lifeless.
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I feel that I miss him plenty. Plenty plenty.
Yes, daryl.
I miss his comforting hug.
I miss his presence.
I miss his lame jokes and actions.
I miss his singing.
I miss having him around.
I miss everything, I miss the old days.
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Well, maybe I am still not used to losing someone who is dearly close.
After you left, the emptiness that was being left behind was filled with silence and nothing else.
You're enjoying your life in SP, with rugby and sports, friends, studies, assignments.
You love it, I know.
You have big dreams, me too.
You feel great with your life, Im happy for you.
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I don't ask for anything more than being friend, really.
Make my wish come true, will you?
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I may sound depressing right now, WELL I FREAKIN AM.
I told myself earlier in the day that I shall end all my nonsense of skipping lessons and sort, and be more sensible.
I told Ben that I shall work damn hard now, and asked him to nag at me to study. I even told him that I am going to study in school after lessons.
And I do hope that it will happen, but from what I know, chances are low.
Friggin' low I can say.
Nag at me, everyone.
Nah..
Love me, everyone.
=.=
Left`alone
7/26/2006 09:37:00 PM™
25 July 2006
Wow.. Im back to blogging!
Anyway, we had our class outing just now. DMAT/1A/01!!!
Was suppose to meet at 6.30pm at Cityhall Station, but the bunch that came from SP was late, so end up, Me, Serene, Josh and Chloe waiting for 30mins; and we hovered around Citylink.
Chloe keeps refering Josh as 'she' cuz she was used to all girls environment due to 10 full years in all-girls school, and we joked about that. Haha.
We called Joshua Jocelyn instead! And 'she' says that 'she' is CHIO. =.=''
When Mandric they all came, we walked to Esplanade with some of them going over to MS to buy 100+ worth of MacDonalds.
Zoe and Andre are soooo loving la. Btw, we have 2 couples in our class. Zoe and Andre, and Chloe and 'Jocelyn'.
So we had our Mac, and proceed with lame jokes telling time.
Tim is a real cute lecturer. Very active, and lively. Hahaha. Can talk a lot with him.
But...
The funny part is that the joke itself isn't funny, but the eh-i-dont-get-it-at-all is funny. =.=
Like toooo lame la.
But still, James Ang's jokes are the best! I remembered once, he tried telling a joke to the class and Mandric had to announce that it was a joke before all of us get it. His monoton-ous. Hohoho. He's our lecturer! You can imagine how lessons are now.
Music students, what can you expect?? So Mandric, Rain and Melissa sang some songs, and we left at around 9pm.
Train-ed home with Xinyi. =)
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And, I went to sign up a saving plan this afternoon! So broke now. =.= But I will be rich soon with my big plan. Hahahhaha.
Any idea what that is??
Nah, now it's not the time to reveal. Soooon!
Look forward to it kk!!
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Gosh, I can't upload any photos.
THIS IS SO BORING!
AHHHH~
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CO meeting this Sunday. Bukit Batok.
Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo FAR.
Left`alone
7/25/2006 10:34:00 PM™
23 July 2006
I love dogs soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.
Plenty plenty!!
Anyone's lovely enough to buy me one??
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Anyway, I have great plans now.
Hahaha. Kinda busy.
Shall update more..
Alright la. Let me show u a nice cool cute photo.
o.0 wth. I can't upload any photos. Freakkk!!!
Hey, do the survey leh.
Thanks ah. =D
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I feel sad upon seeing my friend being sad.
I feel like crying when I see tears in my friend's eyes.
I wanna console, but have no idea how to, so silence took over.
I know, deep inside your heart, you're tearing. It's broken.
But I don't know what I can do to make you feel better.
All I can do, is to pray that you will be fine.
Rui, cheer up. =)
You friends love you lots!
And can't bear to see you sad.
LOVE YOU!!
Left`alone
7/23/2006 10:11:00 PM™
22 July 2006
Hey Ladies out there!
Mind doing me a favour??
Click on the link below
and complete this survey.
Thanks a lot!!
=)
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HAHAAHHAHA.
Or you can click on the link **SURVEY** at the side bar!
Left`alone
7/22/2006 10:15:00 AM™
I have a big big plan!! hahaha.
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Anyway, something's wrong. I can't upload photos. Shall update on my entry after I figure out what's wrong. So this entry gonna sucks. =x
Ok. Great day ahead!! Enjoy!!
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Updates:
Try the above!! FREAKING I TELL YOU.
Left`alone
7/22/2006 01:11:00 AM™
20 July 2006
Notice the title of this entry??
What Im trying to say is that, no matter how that particular guy look like [ extremely normal or what-so-ever ], the moment he wears formally, in a suit, he will look handsome! Hahaha.
Even small kiddos! When they wear a blazer, like those boys you would see in weddings, those toddlers, wow~ so handsome and adorable!! I don't mind having my son to be like that. =D
Anyway, guys look great in formal clothings. Smart looking what!!
Don't you agree with me??
Wheee. So random as well.
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Oh btw, Miss ViCkii here din't attend school today. Gotta rest at home since Im sick from Monday till now. Hate it la.
Stupid tension headache.
If i have a choice... nah. Forget it.
I shall love my pretty, beautiful brain. =D Hahaha.
Gawwwhh. Someone tag pls!!!!
SO QUIET.
shhhh... no! i want LALALALALLA!
Left`alone
7/20/2006 08:32:00 PM™
19 July 2006
Went to the doctor just now; alone.
Grrrrr. DAMN TENSION HEADACHE! Make me suffer so much.
And the cost of all the med is like 26?? duh!! SO EX LA.
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Luckily I got a mc for tml. =) haha. Shall rest well.
Left`alone
7/19/2006 08:32:00 PM™
Bad weather!!
Im freezing like shit down here, and am behaving like a siao char bor; laughing like mad at everything at this moment. =.=''
Anyway, my head still fucking hurt and Im still feeling freaking sick. Dammit la. Maths practical is boring! wooo.
This entry is so random.
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I can laugh when the lecturer mispronounce 'relationship' as 'relation-sheet'.
I can laugh when Serene plays with my doggie; the way I plays with it.
I can laugh when there's nothing worth laughing about.
So funny.
hfuiaewrhjjkdfuio3hy48956^&*R$%^*TYGbj3jdsf8yei!!
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Gosh i going doc later on. I am dying!!
HAHAHAAAAAAAA. =x
Left`alone
7/19/2006 12:25:00 PM™
18 July 2006
12 Noon; Let me tell you what I dislike and what I like.
I dislike the hot sun, which is burning like crazy. Haha.
Wo di re qing! hey! Hao xiang yi ba huo! Ho! Ran shao le zheng ge sha mo OH~
=.=''
Grr. I dislike the crowded foodcourts and eatery cuz it's CROWDED and CROWDED due to lunch break! Luckily I decided to have my lunch at home.
Pss. In case you're wondering why Im blogging now, remember my lesson is from 9 to 11.30 ONLY for today?? So blessed. =D
Yeah. But, I like..
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Taking the train!! Seeee! So empty!! woOOo!
Trains in Singapore should be like this all the time, even peak hours! Haha. Remember the squeeze-mrt-squeeze entry that I wrote few days back? This is totally opposite. And I love it, which is totally opposite from the squeezy one. =x
Does it make sense? =D
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Anyway, Im still feeling sick. So bye. =/
Left`alone
7/18/2006 01:34:00 PM™
17 July 2006
Monday is a bad day!! Aw, what I mean is, TODAY IS A BAD DAY. =(
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Reason no 1: Monday's a long day for me. 9AM to 7.30PM.
Reason no 2: ET.
Reason no 3: I ain't feeling well. Seriously!!
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Gosh. For the whole day, I wasn't feeling well. Headache, feverish and sort.
Can just faint la. >.<
Luckily ET today was fine. I manage to get things right. This was the only 'event' that brightened up my day. And it is kinda significant. Hah. Shall be happy! But how to when im sick??!! BLA.
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Ben's sucha nice person. He waited for my Jap lesson to finish and accompanied me all the way to Tampines. Cuz I looked damn tired, and the train was really squeezy. Remember the 'squeezy mrt' entry I wrote few days back? Yea. That situation again! Ah. Luckily I get to sit.
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Hmm.. Today short entry. Im too sick to blog any longer. Btw, I forget that I have a mouse attached to my lappy again. =.=''
Smack my fingers, someone?
Left`alone
7/17/2006 09:24:00 PM™
16 July 2006
Hey peep, let me show u magic!!
So this is.. ermm.. WAS my messy room.
Ready??
3..
2..
1..
So this is my pretty room!!
Tadaaa!!
I got myself a new study table cuz my previous study table is being occupied by my keyboard. Look at the right of my new table. There!! Messy right, the old one. Hah.
And besides my new table, I bought a new stool for my table [like duh, how to study without anything to seat on?], a cooler for my lappy, mouse for my lappy as well cuz Ben says that using too much of the touchpad will spoil it, err... new ear piece for my mp3 player, CHOYA cuz I wanna try it, the jiao bu for my pipa and... I think that's all.
Wow. Plenty plenty! hahahahaha.
From now on, I shall study hard on my new study table. =D
*I hope I do.*
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Haha. wth. Im so used to using my touchpad that I have to remind myself to use my mouse all the time. =.=''
FYI, I am still using my touchpad. Gosh. Smack my fingers and remind them to use mouse. =x
Left`alone
7/16/2006 10:05:00 PM™
15 July 2006
WTH. My Saturday is spoilt. Fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.
My plan for today is to study with Kaki and SenRong at Bedok in the afternoon.
Study! Cuz REMT test is coming and there is a lot for me to catch up with.
But my dad told me that they're [fyi, 'they' refers to my dad, my mum and my cousin.] going to the fish farm in Pasir Ris, which is somewhere near the dog farm that I want to visit but don't have the chance due to some inconvenience, and after that, to the dog farm cuz I wanna go there. So I cancelled the study plan, and they weren't really free anyway, and decided to follow my dad to the farm.
Their big big gigantic fish died, that's why they wanna get a replacement; their reason for going to the farm.
So I happily followed them to the farm and waited for freaking 1hr plus for them to choose the fish that they want. DUH. What's so nice to choose? Fishes are just fishes that swim around in the water livelessly. Grrrr. And they all look the same to me!!
Fine, I shall wait for the sake of the dog farm. =x
BUT DAMMIT..
After they're done with their stuff, my dad suggest going to the dog farm, which is further in, BUT my mum objected! She said that the distance was too far and it gonna rain anytime. Like wtf?? The sky isn't dark at all and she thinks that it is going to rain.
Duh. Waited for nothing.
GOsh, if not for the dog farm, I wouldn't want to go to whatever fish farm la.
It's not the end yet.
Then my cousin suggested cycling at Pasir Ris park. Oh well, Im fine with it since I was thinking of that too. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? Same old reason. Fine then.
So when they ask me where I wanna go, I answered "Home."
Fuck la. Cannot go here cannot go there, go home la!
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My cousin and I are like 2 dumbass following them around. What do we get? Nothing at all.
Family day? More of a fucking day.
They're happy with what they have bought, and that's it.
Gosh, Im looking forward to the dog farm!!! But what do i get in return? Pure disappointment and a freak-ed up day.
They never even think about us!!
GRRRRRRRRRRR.
Left`alone
7/15/2006 07:05:00 PM™
14 July 2006
Today is a boring [?] day. YES. It dammit is.
So what's with school?
CD post-cip presentation, and everything ended with a fullstop. No more CD lesson. Right Im happy, delighted, glad, over the moon and rainbow and etc. From nxt Friday onwards, my lesson will start at 11 instead of 9! Which means that I can get 2 more hours of sleep. Ain't that great? =D
Maths lecture is drawing time. Logarithm. Amaths stuff, but i seem to return all my amaths knowledge to Mrs Pong. I can't even do a simple product rule! WTF. So embarassing la, the thought that I got a B-for-brilliant for Amaths in Olvls.
Like so not fair???? DUH!
Anyway, the B-for-brillant reminds me of my unique grading system. Hahhaa
A = Atrocious
B = brilliant
C = clever
D = dilligent
E = expert
F = Fabulous
Heh. So according to my system, those who score straight As have red markings all over their scripts! Pss.
Gotta boost the confidence of those who din't manage to get As right?!
Ok. Back to my day. After Maths was REMT lecture. And I nearly doze off.
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DMAT/1A/01 decided to go to the Esplanade for our class outing. But the food we bringing there is KFC. Kinda weird. But it gonna be fun I suppose. Haha. Imagine 100+bucks spent on KFC. Interesting. And imagine 20+ ppl enjoying 100+bucks worth of KFC by the Esplanade! In-ter-rest-ting!
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Someone's sick. o.0 Better take care ah. Sick cannot club. Wait till you recover k! Then you can club as often as you want.
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Aw bad news. I think Im gaining weight!
*THUNDERSTORM*
Soooo sad. Sooooo depressing. Soooo... AIYA I WANNA CRY ALREADY LA.
>.<
Left`alone
7/14/2006 11:25:00 PM™
13 July 2006
Look at what I've seen on the bus this morning!!!
** Name being blurred. =D**
Obviously, this immature human being doesn't know his/her ABC well.
Don't get what I mean? Lets have a closer look.
!!! Realise what is wrong here?? HAHA.
It's like.. DUH! Wanna vandalise? At least get a dictionary and make sure that the words that you gonna write is being spelt correctly!
Poor S-blabla guy that the vandal is refering to. Instead of a normal typical Asshole, he became an ass hold-er!!
Psss. Imagine that?? LOL. =.='' But no dirty thoughts la. Hoho.
Left`alone
7/13/2006 07:57:00 PM™
12 July 2006
If one day, your child doesn't understand what 'kiasu' means, bring him/her to the Cityhall Station at around 5 in the evening. Better still, make it on weekends! WOOT.
He/she can not only see it with his/her own eyes, but feel it as well. Isn't that great??
Better than books that will state - Kiasu : fear of losing.
Miss ViCkii here just hate taking the MRT; especially when it is the peak hour or 'interchange' like Cityhall, which is the worst.
May I ask, what will come into your mind when I say 'peak hour'? Duh!! It is none other than the crowd! Freaking freaking HUGE. And all the trains that go into the station will be either 1/2 full or 3/4 full; if it is less than that, that train is haunted. =x No more empty seats available and there is around 20 commuters standing in each cabin, you can imagine??
Anyway, that is only the crowd IN the train itself. What about those in the station, waiting for the train? Argh. Like about 10 to each door?
Pss. Each door!! Not each cabin!!
Nothing is wrong with this, provided that everyone has self-discipline and wait for their turn politely to enter the train. The waiting time is less than 3 second?? Freaking 3 sec! But no. Maybe they do have self-discipline, but it is too meagre that this action of politeness is not included.
Grrrrr.. Im fuming mad at the following.
SO, the 'educational' part comes in when the train arrives at the station.
Mummy: Boy, don't blink! Or else you'll miss the show!
*ZOOM* [Fine this is lame. Haha. Sound of train entering the station.]
Everyone starts crowding at the doors, like what I've mentioned, about 10 to each door. And I swear that there was more than 10 this evening.
When the door 'finally' opens, those that are alighting have to SQUEEZE through the tiny space, like 1m [?], the 'polite' crowd left for them to alight. Hey~ the crowd gotta standby to SQUEEZE in what right? DUH!
Imagine 10 of them all rushing to alight. They SQUEEZE through! And after they managed to get out, the crowd around the door starts to SQUEEZE in for fear that the doors will close right before they enter.
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So they SQUEEZE SQUEEZE SQUEEZE; SQUEEZE like nobody's business.
And SQUEEZE SQUEEZE SQUEEZE; SQUEEZE out your brain juices!!
=.=''
The train is obviously FULL but no! Those outside are still SQUEEZING!
Auntie1 : OMG. Im still a step away from the train. nvm. I SQUEEZE!!
Auntie2 : Wah this auntie know how to squeeze ah. She's beside me only. If she can squeeze in and I can't, so paiseh! I need to get onto the train as well. The sales at Balala shop gonna end sooon! nvm. I SQUEEZE HARDER!!!
At this moment, the poor train looks as if it is going to explode, or like a snake that is extremely-over-bloated. Thanks god that SMRT doesn't have 'elastic' trains. Or else they will be stucked at Cityhall station due to the expanding. Poor thing.
Back to my point. Wanna experience 'kiasu-ness'? This is the best way.
Mothers out there!! Don't miss out this chance! Great deal eh. I can't find any other more 'educational' methods. Hohoho.
But don't ever try squeezing with them. It is like HELL.
Worse than hell, i suppose. At least hell is spacious. Not the same as the train. =x
Phew, Im so glad that I survived the SQUEEZING situation. Shall reward myself with chocolates! Haha. And Im blessed. =D
There's a saying in Chinese - Da nan bu si, bi you hou fu.
Meaning: After surviving a disaster, blessings will come soon after.
Interesting??
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BEN, update your blog!!
Left`alone
7/12/2006 09:27:00 PM™
11 July 2006
I really have to say a big THANKYOU to Mandric! Hey, your dictionary is sooooo useful. =D
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Today's Tuesday right?? Haha. REMT was as 'boring' as ever. Did different miking techniques and poof~ time flies!! Then we had IDEA, which lasted for like a few minutes and that's it.
What an easy day!!
Went to join the 02 MUST lesson as Serene had some questions to ask Ms Tan. Their lesson was so lively. So unlike ours. =.='' FOB!!!
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REMT test; 1 MTH LATER!
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Someone remind me to bring Maths and Theory book tml?? Somehow I only manage to remember one.
Anyway, short entry today. Im tired.
GOOD NIGHT.
Left`alone
7/11/2006 10:06:00 PM™
10 July 2006
I was rubbing my eyes as I had just woken up, and I feel super drowsy with the medication still flowing in my body plus my head felt as if it was banging the wall with full force.
Mum : *knock knock knock* EH GIRL AH, What you want for dinner? I din't cook HOR.
Me : *Still very blur* Huh...? Anything. I don't feel like eating. I wanna sleep. *My head went back to the pillow and I dozed off immediately*
Few minutes later, I suppose.
Mum : EH GIRL AH, Come out and eat your dinner. So late already still sleep ah!
Ok.. So i went out to the hall to have my dinner, and I was expecting plain porridge or those tasteless food that is suitable for patients or those who are sick.
BUT BUT BUT.. BUT BUT BUT B U T
I saw packets of Hokkien Mee on the table, and they're from the coffeeshop opposite my house. The LEGENDARY Hokkien Mee with delicious chilli that contains Ikan Bilis~!
WTH. Im freaking sick and I doubt that I can enjoy them. So I continue searching. Kitchen, hall, bla bla. No other packet meal.
Me : Eh MaaMEEE ah, where's my dinner??
Mum : Duh!! On the table la! Hokkien Mee!
Me : *blur again* Thought I should be eating plain stuff, cuz im sick??
Mum : GO eat la.
Me : Okokokok. *gleee*
How funny?? Interesting?? HAHHAA. But I lost all my appetite due to the damn drowsiness. Ate like half and I left it there.
I hate to be sick. My skin will get extremely sensitive and dry; and end up looking like a zombie that can't walk straight. =.=''
Ahh. Look at this.
My conversation with Cx and he's trying to get me to on my webcam.
·¨ ¨× " v i c k i i [C L] " ר ¨· [http://indenial-.blogspot.com/][i want a bigbig lollipop.] says:
aw.. i look awful now. =x
·¨ ¨× " v i c k i i [C L] " ר ¨· [http://indenial-.blogspot.com/][i want a bigbig lollipop.] says:
now as in now? hah.
{CX} Melancholia's Impulsion says:
then u should show me =D hehe
·¨ ¨× " v i c k i i [C L] " ר ¨· [http://indenial-.blogspot.com/][i want a bigbig lollipop.] says:
haha whyyy?
·¨ ¨× " v i c k i i [C L] " ר ¨· [http://indenial-.blogspot.com/][i want a bigbig lollipop.] says:
dun wan
·¨ ¨× " v i c k i i [C L] " ר ¨· [http://indenial-.blogspot.com/][i want a bigbig lollipop.] says:
dun wanna spoil my image. =x hahaha
Nobody should look at me when Im sick. Or else you'll get nightmare that haunts everyday, everynight, every minute, every second, every moment!! Kind me should spare you from that suffering. =x
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I couldn't believe that despite staying at home for the whole day, I din't study at all. All that I have done was sleep, sleep and sleep. SLEEP!
Ben asked whether Im too bored cuz I blog twice yesterday; and I said YES.
BEN!! Look at this! I blog twice again. Oh hmm.. He couldn't see this right now; his lappy was sent for servicing. Aiya, can't see how bored I am now. Hahahha. So glad that I have my blog with me.
Can you feel my love, my dearie blog?? Gimme a kiss then. =)
Left`alone
7/10/2006 07:08:00 PM™
Missy ViCkii is down with stupid dammit headache and flu and fever... Oh ya and sorethroat.
Someone someone, pity her?? NONONO. She doesn't need anyone to pity her. She needs someone to take care of her. =x
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Aw. Her brain isn't functioning well. Shall blog later. Take care ah readers.
Left`alone
7/10/2006 11:34:00 AM™
09 July 2006
The rain is still here; and i wish that it doesn't stop at all!!
Better still, get heavier pls!
Then I can have a good night sleep with sweet sweet dreams. =) And I will be the happiest girl in the whole wide world. Like so long since I have a real sweet dream, or a real sugary sweet thing that happened to me. Long long ago, long ago. =x
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I wanna walk in the rain,
and sing along with its rhythm.
With la la la la la,
and da dee dee da.
I wanna walk in the rain,
and feel the great freedom,
As I fall where ever I want.
Without any worries,
As I fall into your arms.
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=)
Do you miss me?
Left`alone
7/09/2006 07:40:00 PM™
It's [damnit] Sunday again.
Let me point out 10 reasons why I hate Sundays.
1. The day after Sunday is Monday!! Monday is a super long day for me. 9 in the morning till 7.30 in the evening. Like WTH. Freak the boredom and bored the freak out of me. =x And there's ET. Freaking ET!! Im officially depressed. wth.
2. Sunday is family day. So everywhere will be crowded and full of loving families enjoying their day. Don't ever think of going out. Aw.. The crowd reminds me of TM and TM reminds me of Ding Tai Fung and DTF reminds me of xiao long bao!! =D
3. Family day and I have no family day.
4. And everyone's having it. So nobody's free. =(
5. Sunday is the begining of a long long long long long long long long long long week. The thoughts of lessons from Monday to Friday without any lesson being cancelled. This is hell. Haiyo.
6. Sunday means that it's a 'Sun' day. The sun will be up up high in the sky, burning away and giving off heat happily, melting the ice in north and south poles, causing floods and disasters worldwide. =.='' I might be thinking too much but what I wanna say is that, today's a SUNNY day. Sunday; sunny. And I don't like sunny!! You can even perspire when sitting still. Yucky.
7. There no nice shows on TV. Ok. There doesn't seem to be any nice show around anyway. Those boring, old ancient drama and copycat variety shows. This is saddening la. No choice. This is Singapore. And we have Singaporeans in Singapore! Haha.
8. My brother is at home. And I can't stand it when he's at home. Most of the time i'll be in my room doing my own stuff cuz he'll be occupying the whole house! Everyone knows that I detest him lots. So no point getting out of my room and get pissed by his freaking face.
9. I am ViCkii, and ViCkii doesn't like Sunday.
10. I just don't like Sunday unless I have a reason to like it.
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Anyone?? Any reason?? Can enlighten me.
Maybe one of the reasons why I doesn't like this Sunday of mine cuz there is a test coming up on coming Friday and I haven really started studying. Ha ha Ha. Excuses.
But seriously, anyone wanna study with me today?? booooohoooo.
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Updates:
How funny. It starts raining when I published this entry.
HAHAHHAHAHAHA. =x My magical entry! LOL.
Left`alone
7/09/2006 11:02:00 AM™
A very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Masami and ShiQin!
Masami's birthday is on the 8th of July and SQ's is on the 9th. Such a coincidence. And both of them have a very happy birthday with great celebrations and presents; envy them laaaaa. =x
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SQ's poly friends celebrated her birthday for her by giving her a surprise bbq and asked her bf there as well. So sweet of them. I wonder, anyone in my class actually remember my birthday or not la. Somemoreo the other time they say they want a bbq during term break but in the end, there's none. =.='' So i doubt such thing will happen on me.
Went for Masami's birthday chalet just now. Birthday chalet; hmmmm, i want it too. hahaha. Look at her presents, all so cute and girly. Hello kitty ah and bla bla. Haha. So good la. DUH! Din't really know the people there. Kinda bored. Those that I know are only the face shop girls, now already EX-faceshop. Btw, Suheng was at Downtown chalet as well. SO QIAO. But i dint manage to see him. Haha.
Anyway, the only entertainment I had was to play super long UNO with SQ, Kelly, Shervonne, Brenda, Eugene and his friend. Then when Kelly and Sher left, we played heart attack. That game was super lame but exciting and fun. Can like win 3 times in a row. Hahaha. But after the games, everything returns. Sit there and stone. Hahaha. No la not to that extend. But you know, like the things u wanna do, there's not enough people to make it enjoyable. Understand? If you have a chalet with your friends, usually will move in a big group right? But for this, kinda separated. Left soon after Phoebe and Fabian came; at around 11+. And I cabbed home.
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Im thinking. How will my 18th birthday be like?? Those that really know me well will know that I really want to make it special. But up till now, it seems impossible. Hah. Suddenly have that depressed feeling. Seeing loving couples around [ this is still okay thou. =P hahhaha ] and seeing things that will never happen to you no matter how hard you wish for it. You know how sucky it is? Hohohohoho. But nvm. I shall be *ahemmm* contented *ahemm*. TRY. Blaaaa.
Im so in love with dogs. Awww. When can I have one....?? Hahaaa.
Can~! Wait long long lor. =.=''
Left`alone
7/09/2006 12:46:00 AM™
06 July 2006
That Serene ahh, at first tell me she won't be coming for first lesson, which is maths, but coming for others. Then after maths, she told me that she won't be coming for theory, but will come for midi and keyboard lesson. Haha. But after theory, she told me that she won't be coming to sch! Hahaha. Funnnnnnny.
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Maths was alright. Log and In. Amaths stuff. Ahhh. Still ok la. Can pass happy already. My lecturer said he will set easy questions for the test. 5 + 3 =?? 53!! hahhaa. James said that if im not wrong. So many people skipped Maths, so many people were late. Haha. Must be the performance yesterday. People like me who din't take part were on time. LOL. Some of those who performed were on time thou. Heh.
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Lunched with cx at FC6. No idea why, so quiet throughout. =x Went lab at 12 when lesson starts at 1. Grrr. Theory lesson; nothing much. Iskandar and Rain presented their presentations and that's all. Boring la.
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MIDI, MIDI! I don't know how to do!! Haha. What chord progression. I don't really understand what he wants. The only thing i know is that we have to come up with something like a song or what without the melody. Weird. Damnn.
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KEYS lesson was cancelled! WHEE. no late class. Hahaha. So happy la. =P
Went home happily after that.
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Omg. Ben was waiting for my lesson to end to accompany me on the train. But he wanted to give me a surprise and never tell me about it. Ended up I din't tell him that my lesson was cancelled and he waited till like 6 or 6+? So sorry. Should have told you la. And you should tell me that you're waiting. =x But it's really sweet of you to do so. It is the thoughts that count. Thanks a lot. I really appreciate it. =)
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Walked past FC5 after lesson and saw rugby training. He came back into my mind. Im just wonder how he is now. Almost 2mth since we broke up. And I really wish that I can have a nice chat with him; as friends. But i know it's impossible. =(
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Friday tomorrow. 2hr lesson. =D
Left`alone
7/06/2006 08:46:00 PM™
05 July 2006
Went back to SP just now for guitar lesson and to support my friends for the performance. Although I din't take part, I can still support them la. Great performance I can say. And the best of the best, in my opinion, is the band below. COOL! James' guitar solo, WWwwooOOOWWw, and Ian's cute action. WOW wow WOw. Band of the bands. hhaha. Really nice. GREAT JOB!
Stayed there for quite some time before proceeding to guitar. Haaa. They teaching basic stuff; still managable. Heh. Thanks Ben so much for waiting for my guitar to end and accompany me all the way to Tampines! Hahaha. Actually, he's dota-ing la. Then at the same time wait for me. =.= hohoho. Dota-SIAO.
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Remember my cute doggie pencil case?? I've found him a partner in my class!!
That's Zoe's doggie!! Happy ahh? lol. =x
Left`alone
7/05/2006 07:53:00 PM™
04 July 2006
My mum is so cute; just like me.
Hahhaa. She seems to get extremely engrossed in those TV dramas.
Like when guy A found out that guy B betrayed him and decided to bash him up, my mum would say " goood good goood! Beat harder! This kind of jerk deserve it!". Or when woman A found out that her husband is having an affair with woman B, and A went to slap B, she would say " wah this kind of woman, slap slap slap!". Then if the drama is about this girl trying to hide away from a pervertic murderer, but that damn murderer is getting close to her hiding place, she would say " faster run! aiyo he will get you if you don't run!". Interesting??
And whenever she says such things, I will say " mameeee! You can go be the director or story writer le laa!!!" Then she will go "Hahahahahhaa" and give me that 'heh heh' look.
=.=''
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Back to my day. Lessons today were fine. Actually there is only lesson, not lessons. REMT was crap. We have another assignment to complete; group work. So there's me, Serene, Iskandar and Reza! Tim say we gotta group with different people. =) And I love this idea. Haha. Then played around with Cubase till lesson end. Aiyaaa. I wanna get my own Cubase software. But it cost a freaking 500+ to 700+ depends on the version you want. Like wth la. So expensive. If i have my own at home, wowwww, can imagine the wonders that I will create at home. Hahha. Dream on , ViCkii. grrrrr.
IDEA lesson was cancelled cuz nobody is ready for the presentation. By right, there's no IDEA next week. But by left, there is. The IDEA lesson today will be brought over to next week. Awwww.
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No lesson tomorrow. KEYS till 8.30PM on Thursday. PM, PM, PM!! OMGawh. 11.5hours in school! What a long day. CD on Friday is cancelled. So for Friday, lessons start from 11, end at 1! Like 2 hours?? School time is soooo ridiculous. One super long day and one super short day. Saturday's Masami birthday chalet. Gonna have fun there! As for Sunday, it is SQ's birthday and, RESULT DAY. Though I think that there is 99% that I wouldn't get in due to the wrong words being typed. TYPO errors, but still, no harm going there to have a look at the performance. Im just wondering how to celebrate her birthday. Maybe Erik will do so. =x But still, gotta think of something to do la.
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REMT test next week. Gonna study hard tomorrow. And I think i gonna bake more cookies! Anyone wanna try? ViCkii's super duper delicious cookieeeeees. Hahaha. Rare okay. Better grab before they are all gone.
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Love is wonderful. Having someone there to be your angel, guiding you through all the difficulties; you know that he will be there for you no matter what. This feeling is great. But no, it is simply too rare.
Boohooo.
Left`alone
7/04/2006 07:58:00 PM™
03 July 2006
I wonder, who understand me inside-out and outside-in. There seem to be hardly anyone. Wooho.
When's my birthday?
What's my favourite colour?
What's my favourite drink?
What food do i hate?
Which is my favourite band?
Where's my favourite hangout?
What do i enjoy doing?
Which insect am I afraid of the most?
What is the wallpaper of my phone now?
Coffee or tea for me?
Pants or skirt?
Slippers or sandals?
Coke or Root Beer?
Vitagen or Yakult?
My height?
Weight?
Which type of choc do I like?
How many keychains are there on my bundle of keys?
Do i read?
Basketball or soccer for me?
Durian or mangosteen?
How often do i come online?
Do I smoke?
Do I drink?
What instruments do I play?
All these are simple questions that you are able to answer if you know me well.
Do you know that I don't litter? Even to the extend that I asked my ex to pick up the litter he threw and dispose it into the bin. I may appear to be strong; but I cry easily. When Im under stress or din't sleep enough, my headache kicks in. I need a strong sense of security, after losing mine eversince I've learnt to be independent and not depend on others. You know about that?
To me, the most romantic thing that can happen is to have the guy you love to sing you a song with his lovely voice and sweet beautiful eyes looking straight into yours. You know this too?
Exams, studies, tests and projects don't stress me up at all. You know?
Haha.. I know it's tough.
Forget it then.
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Left`alone
7/03/2006 09:11:00 PM™
02 July 2006
SQ came over to my house to make the birthday card for Masami. And the card is cute, cool, nice, beautiful, etc. All the nice words. Hahahahahhahaha. Can sell for like 20bucks k. Got standard one! Then taught her pipa basic. She's a fast learner! Or rather, Im a good teacher. That's why. Hoohohohoho.
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Meet cx after that and we went to stroll at ecp. Saw many funny sights la. Too tired to elaborate them. Had our 'picnic' and bus-ed home. Damn freaking tired I can say.
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Youth day tomorrow but there's no holiday cuz we're 'youthLESS'. Wth la. =.=''
Left`alone
7/02/2006 11:37:00 PM™
